it's stacy, bitch.

Cross your name off of a non existant list
No face to put with letters that mark you
Close my eyes, pour you out of my body
I hold on tightly, I love too deep
Consume me.
And it's dangerous.
Failure feels nice
But scars twice as deep
At last I swallowed my fate
Nothing moves me.
Locked inside.
Breath you in,
force yourself out of my lungs,
buried deep inside,
frozen with feelings
Locked beneath the surface
Where it hurts me so much
But can't ever be felt or known.
Face imprinted
Touch caught
Pouring out these lies.

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Yesterday I cut my hair to get fuller bangs and dyed it..I think it looks really good and all my friends think it's the best hairstyle I've had in years. I'm really excited. Check out the photos.

Yesterday I cut my hair to get fuller bangs and dyed it..I think it looks really good and all my friends think it's the best hairstyle I've had in years. I'm really excited. Check out the photos.

I was talking to my grandma a few weeks ago and something she said really hit me and stuck. She was saying how my great grandma would always say that she wished she enjoyed her youth while she had it..by appreciating her beauty. Then my grandma was saying she didn't even realize how beautiful she was as a young adult until she was older. How she knew she was pretty but had so many insecurities because of men and the world around her. .that she didn't even see just how pretty she was. Then my mom agreed. My mom was gorgeous as a teenager..I still think she's pretty. She really was model material. She didn't even think so. That's really sad to me. Every girl think that they're fat, hate their skin, want more muscle, think they're too tall, too short, too chubby, to skinny... you're not TOO anything. people are so insecure these days.
The purpous of this blog is to make people maybe appreciate theirselves a little bit more. It's really sad how people let superficiality take over their beings. They start to ignore who they are and put too much importance on what they appear to be. When people don't appreciate what they are given and focus to much on the media, it's really depressing. I am as insecure as the next person.. I hate going outside without any makeup on but come on guys! Women have to step up and someday... you're going to wish sooo bad that you could look young and beautiful again. Enjoy it now. It's not vain....you are who you are. You're gorgeous, appreciate it!!!

I uploaded photos from the SICKEST photoshoot I've ever had...there were some nasty bits but I uploaded the pretty bits. Go look!

Someone wanted to see more modeling pics from me so here you guys go! Enjoy. I'm still an amateur you guys so be easy on me.

It was a blast. Go check it out in my photos. ;)

What are you saving up for? 
Submitted by Star. 

Hopefully a trip around Europe and a boyfriend (lol). The second one isn't as hopeful. I need some friends who want to pay for their flight to travel around Europe with me! Ugh!

What do you do for fun when you're broke? 
Submitted by Kim. 

I find lots of fun on the internet.

When I don't want the internet and I'm also broke, I go out with my friends to just talk and hang out. Maybe go hiking for a bit. When I lived in Utah, Moab is a very popular place to visit and you get exercise!

I uploaded new pictures by the way. Nothing special, just hanging out with my friends.